letting it go. . .

I would love to be asleep but I can't. Not because I am not tired. Because trust me.... I am. And I thought that being able to express it would make me feel better. And as I wrote it, hands shaken because, yes I am THAT upset, I felt that it wasn't going to make the situation any better, which would just make me feel even worst. Delete button ------ So on my right is the hard place and to my left.... you guessed it, the big fat ol rock! Need to solve this rock or hard place... I don't care which one it is. But one must go. So normally I would run... cant its the middle of the night. Or sleep... well, I wish that would happen or turn to the trusted friends. If only you knew......